ME
Pearlyn Chow, a loner away from home
cannot do without my ipod, mobile, wallet, keys, packets of TISSUE PAPER
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Monday, July 05, 2004
due to hellota boredom .. have been crashing and reading into many blogs..have learn that many are experiencing hardship in love..why is it so?
moulin rouge- the greatest thing that you learn is to love and to be loved in return..
is it so difficult to fall in love with that someone and getting that someone to feel the same way..?? hmm.. i should use the word getting..or maybe somehow it getting?? 'getting' is controversial..i should say falling in love and that person feeling the same way..somehow.. be it making that someone fall as well or both just falling in love.. do we actually make people fall in love with us or is it just a mutual thing..i mean unless its love at first sight..or else there should be a party getting the ball rolling..as in to fall in love first..isnt it? i dont know..
i just read a blog and it says 'what you dont know cant hurt you' i shall heed that advice..i shall not get anyone hurt and try not to be hurt..staying away from the negative environment is the best way to protect yourself..
am i really heeding the advice or am i just hiding away..??
what are you trying to say? can someone please tell me? what are you doing? can someone please figure out for me? why are you not talking to me ? i hope u will not leave..
i was so sure that you will be back..eventhou circumstances did not allow it too.. now that you are back..u say have to go..heart beats are going up and down ..up and down..fast then slow..fast then slow..i dont know how much confidence can i bet on ..this time..i had so much confidence the first time round..but ..i may the same amount of confidence but.. i am afraid..i may be wrong..its not up to u and me..but..i really hope that..oh no..ok..u have just talked to me..haiz..have been waiting for u to talk to me since days ago..my dear..dont think u will ever know..
days to count..havent known eachother for a year..soon...soon it will be coming..it is coming ..i hope it comes..please do...6 november..12-12.30pm..
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I WROTE AT 01:09